I have never been in a relationship that wasn't abusive. I have been struck, touched, exploited, manipulated, verbally torn to pieces, controlled, and raped.

My parents can be emotionally abusive as well. I have been criticized on my weight, grades, intelligence, social life, and just about anything I can think of.

Then there's bullies at school. They torment me in some pretty hideous ways, including making a chat about how disgusting I am. I got messages asking me to take my own life, and have had things thrown at me. I get stares as well.

Then at the bus stop, I get groped! I am even abuse by strangers!

It just feels like I'm surrounded by abuse... And I don't know what to do.