unfortunantly my husband was told when he had a hole in his lung that it might be 6 months before he was put on ozygen. it has been over a year and I know that he needs it, but we do not have insurance as of Jan 2012 so he only sees a Primary Dr. He knows the end result and I know it scares Him to death although He is so severly depressed that he would rather die.

I know all the things you have said were in good taste and very supportive, however knowing all this already and trying this all ready, I am in need more of just moral support with a hug...

dont get me wrong please by no means do I want to disregard anything any of you have said because I would have given the same advice. but unfortunantly Depression is the bigger issue...

I do not want to live with out him, thus the truth be told I would rather die first...

thank you for your support.