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Girl,
You are 15. Your bf was much older and wanted more from your time together than, at 15, you were able to give him. I'll admit that you were too trusting and that the way you spent your time with him possibly led him to believe that you were more ready than you really were. You made mistakes but your parents should have stepped in and drawn up the boundaries. Thry failed spectactularly in that and you have paid a price that no one should have to pay. You are NOT to blame though.

Your bf didnt respect you and took what he could. That is a dispicable act, but you are not to blame.
Your parents should have guided you better, taught you where the lines are. Maybe they know this but if they blame you they dont have to face up to their complete failure. As your. Parents they have a duty of care for you and that isnt happening.

Please try to stop blaming yourself.