Did the mood tracker and depression was high. Took the two depression tests and got hit with severe depression. Haven't the patience for the sanity test, past scores just say normal with high PTSD and anxiety. Today it would probably show depression as high too. Don't need to go though all the Q's to see a test tell me I'm depressed. I know I am, I just can't motivate myself to do anything about it. I was surprised it was as high as severe because I don't feel depressed, I'm mostly just apathetic and totally unmotivated. No tears, no thoughts of Su so how are the scores so high? It has been a very long time since I took that sanity test but I remember it as having a ton of Qs, on one hand I wonder if it might be more accurate, but alll those Qs!
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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