I've been thinking since, i just recently joined and from the responses from some people, that i think i downplay my emotions (i think thats the right word). Its like i deal with all my friends other emotional breakdowns and crisis and off the wall tendencies (not saying its a bother) but i never really cope with my own feelings, push it all aside and just say "I'm ok, or there's no need to feel this way". Sometimes i dont know why the feeling pops up, when nothing happened or nobody bothered me to be feeling this way. Going back to my friends problems, i dont want to one day flip out on them just because they need someone to listen to them. But each time i hear it, i get angry or just want to not cars. I dont want to lash out at them or make them feel like i dont care.