Hey. I feel badly for you. I get that super needy feeling for a few weeks every 6 mo or so. I feel terrible for coming here and dumping my crap and throwing myself a pity party, and falling apart adn coming unglued. But I think folks here can handle that. We are psy central you know not the happy and all is good central.

Do you have an appointment for an evaluation yet? I made an appointment for my H at one point. The appointment was 3 months out. When I told them "What are you F N crazy" they said take it or leave it more or less, tough cookies for you. We took it. I agree if the need arises Go to the ER. Go be committed of a few days. Get the good drugs (don't know if that is sound advice, but it is practical advice) and sleep for a few days then deal when you wake up. My brother in law is a frequent visitor at the psy center. He doesn't min it to bad. He sleep the first few days and eats good warm meals. Then work on things after a few days. It is like one stop shopping for mental health. T's , Dr's, Rx's, all in one place. No oodles of Dr visits required. He goes to a state facility when he is coherent enough so he doesn't have to pay. When it is serious he goes to the closest place available.

Please keep us informed. There are alot of people here that are concerned about you, Like I said earlier it doesn't have to be a long drawn out explination, just a simple HI. Hope you get sleep, or a dr visit, or a hug, or what ever you need today. Some days we take things day by day. Others hour by hour. Even if today is a min by min day that is ok. Sometimes it happens. Take care.