Thank you, suzzie.

While I was there, I didn't think so but now I do. I feel so much pain, though. We're doing emotion regulation in DBT but I missed 2 weeks. This is where I'm always stuck in T. It hurts like arrows in my heart that my relationship with my T is limited, and what is normal with friends and relatives is not going to happen with her, as in emailing me congratulations or letting me know more about her. I know I'm not my feelings, and they will pass, and I have real people in my life, and I need to be grateful for all I have. I know that, and I'm still crying. I am grateful for my T, but why did she give me what I wanted and then took it away?

I'm sorry you are having problems with your T right now, and think she doesn't care about you. I believe that she does. It's just that T's caring about us is not going to replace something we crave and can't get enough of. That's the way it is. Sometimes I think therapy hurts more than it helps.