I must thank you fuzzybear for replying to my earlier post since you are the only one who did. This site came as a recommendation from a friend. He said that the people here are great and that I should try to let you help me. Well, I've got to be honest, I don't feel welcome, I don't feel helped. Actually, I feel pretty invisible and ignored (except by fuzzybear) and I feel I might be wasting people's time even asking for help. So, again, I find myself apologizing for even reaching out. I give up. I tell my story so many times and receive no support or comfort wherever I go so I must resign myself to going it alone.
Thanks for the recommendation "you know who" but it seems just the same song, different tune.
I wish you all well
angel


"hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking......maybe six feet ain't so far down"