I'm sorry. My memory is terrible. Although the younger you are, makes the neglect by your parents even worse.

For the purposes of this message, I wont argue the point about you being to blame, even though I'll never agree with you. Either way, you do need to find a way to stop blaming yourself.

What you've been through is horrific, but the blame you're putting on yourself is holding you back. If you can find a way to forgive yourself, you may find it easier to put it in the past and look forward to your future.