i have felt the same way...... and actually still do but i have found people just like me struggling with the same things and you know that has made a big difference with my depression these people have turned my life around before i always felt like an outsider now ifeel like i belong for so long i thought God left me but see i left him and your right it is very difficult if you don't have the support becuase some people are very cruel. there are people there feeling just like you its just a matter of finding them keep the faith and stay strong take care of yourself
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