I don't know what ED is but i did read your post and you must be very lonely in this situation, it sounds like you have to make some lifestyle situation decisions on top of you illness. It must be so hard for you now and i am going to pray for you especially for you, I wish there was some way I could help you, but the people here can also give you advice too people who have your illness, and please do what your doctor tells you to, maybe you're having a bad day!