Trigger beware.















My consciousness is back in full swing. Its telling my my life isnt worth living, it tells me to kill myself. It wont go away. Ive tried to distract myself tried to think positive, read all that stuff, but it wont go away. Any advice I need some relief soon. Im so close to doing it. I even held the pills in my hand practicing. I know it sounds dangerous but I wont do it. I will resist I swear I wont do it. Im very mixed I went from dancing around to now I feel heavy and lathargic with no desire to move. I need advice. The voice wont let me go.