1. You need to tell your parent.

2. Just a scenario:

Conscience : Your living is not worth living. Kill yourself!

Me: Why do you say that? Leave me alone.

Conscience: That is what you are telling yourself everyday. You are not taking control of yourself. You are not doing something about your thoughts. You are not doing something about your feelings. You just vent and complain. You are making me sick of you.

Me: Will you work with me if I do something about myself?

Conscience: Maybe. But you always say you will but give up even before the boat start rocking....

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