actually, I normally play games online, or write, and this time I can not even write.. I did break down and tell my fiance and he held me why I cried on his shoulder last night till I feel asleep and held me till he knew I was asleep.. I did not have any knigtmares at all last night..
I felt so safe and secure in his arms I could fall asleep and not feel any stress, from any where..
so that helped more than anything....

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The light is around me now
I see it so clearly now
I feel him in my heart
Lord God has set me free.
Let me rejoice in you
Let me be free
I love the lord God.
I have been Saved by your Grace and love today...04/11/04