I talked to my coach on friday...he just listened, i didnt tell him everything, just some of the reasons i cut. All he said is that he understands because he used to do the same thing when he was a teen. He said it was his older brother who helped him stop cutting and start over. It really took me by suprise when he said that. He also told me that on tuesday he wants to try and talk it out about why i do it and how to stop. I finally have a little hope that I can stop doing this....no one has ever really tried to help me stop. My friends used to take everything i could hurt myself with out of my room, and tried to distract me. Thats the only help I ever had. And I have everyone here for support.
I have so many damn labels in my school, and i really dont want another one, but i think that if i know i am getting help it wont be so bad.
Anyways, thank you guys SO much for all the support and advice. It means alot to me.
Hugs,
-Megan-