I love you- if that matters girl -interrupted. I say that because you are important to everyone weather you know it or not.My sister committed suicide by hanging herself over 20 years ago, I always wonder about different things as i wasn't there, but to put it bluntley, don't do it. if i was there to tell her i loved her maybe she wouldn't have done it. i was also suicidal sometimes, but when i see how many people she hurt, especially my mother, i just go through the feeling of what it would feel like to really be dead, which would not be anywhere anybody has ever been -on the other side- of which there could be countless more bad stuff that could happen. just please don't do it because i will be so hurt, i don't even know if i could handle another person killing themselves, especially all of my friends from here. Lots of Love-Avlady