your life is worth living, i havn't met you yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!you have to stick around for that. we could take our meds as friends together, fight the subconcious mind and look at bright colors in an art book, listen to music, i know what it feels like too when people give suggestions and don't really care when it is so bad you don't even want to try anything.i think if someone could turn the music on for you that would help-avlady