i am young but i understand.
maybe not to your degree because i havent lived long.
im in my early 20s and my first real realization with this came when i came across seeing what teens and kids do and what they learn in school. some things id stop and say for example "gosh...i didnt even use anything like an ipad in school like they do now". examing stuff like that was my first realization that im getting older and yea theres no going back.

also realizing society cares less about you as you get older.
seeing as kids are protected and so much is done for them.
i have a lot of grudges held in because while im older i never even got kind treatment as a kid. most of my mental health was ignored. so im very hurt.

so i have the same feeling
and then as i get older more things are put on me...obviously and naturally yea.

...i cant handle it...

i see the flaws in government and the idiocy of young people so clearly. adults too.
i see the news for what it actually is now. money maker. ratings generator. to bring big bucks to the owners like rupert murdoch who owns fox news.