Thank you, Lola. I WANT to see it differently but my feelings of hurt are so strong. I have to accept them and move on. Easy to type but agonizingly hard for me to do. It must be transference, about people ignoring me and not giving me enough attention, or something. Or that baby crying in the hospital. I have to realize it's from my past and it's over. Some people will ignore me in my life today, but many more care about me. My T does care about me. When I cry, it's not about her. It's about whatever my issue is with people not noticing me or being left out. It's nothing to do with my T. Not really. If I reframe it like that, I feel a little better. SHE isn't the problem. It's how I react that is the problem. I still want to cry because of the truth. Yet my T is there for me in other ways and totally there for me in the session. That's GOT to be good enough. The pain inside is mine. I'll ask her to help me work through it more if I can't by myself. I'll use it for my check-in at DBT tomorrow too.