Okay, only five days to go. I reckon if I get through today, it will feel like the homestretch with just four days to go. I hope my session goes okay. It's so hard to tell after such a long series of huge ruptures. I'm hopeful that we can survive, but there's still a lot of doubt too. I need things to be okay. So although I've been holding on and waiting for my next session, I'm a bit afraid of it too.