For anyone who is interested, I wanted to post a bit about what I've written on a blog I just started a few weeks ago. It is on wordpress, user - invinciblealive.

I had posted on here before, only just recently. I was at a point where I saw no out. Thankfully, I didn't quite do what I intended to do and I took myself to the hospital to get better (physically, but also start the process mentally). All I can say is, if you're even considering that you have nothing to live for, please don't make any sudden decisions. Give yourself the chance to see another out. Once I realized I might actually die, I desperately wanted it just to be a bad dream and have another chance. I'm not saying I'm full of joy now - it is a long road ahead of me and I have a lot of work to do.

It can seem like there is no escape and it is a terrible feeling. It is an all-consuming feeling. But please, if you're even considering this, give yourself a chance. Talk to someone - even someone random. We're all random here in cyberland, and sometimes that can be more comforting than talking to a person you know, for fear of disappointing them.

Please don't give up yet. I hope someone reading this will not choose what I did and get help first, not later.