Yoda, the only caution I would give regarding posting this type of post is to use the trig (trigger) Icon (option at left on regular response windows, below the subject line I think on thread origin)

I'm sorry for what you went through, and glad it is you that is alive, if there was a choice

You will trust again. You already do trust some things and ppl actually. Of course you mete it out cautiously, and I don't blame you. Don't worry about trusting some ONE again, but learn to be comfortable on some level of life first.

Welcome again!