What i wish i could say to you:

You have hurt me so much.

I felt so bad i went and cut on myself.

Then i thought i really WAS going crazy.

I thought 'Oh no, this is happening again!' 'Why does this always happen to me, what do i do wrong?' 'Why you, i thought you were different' 'There must be something wrong with me' 'I am a failure' 'Nobody will ever love me' 'I am always wrong' 'I always do the wrong thing' 'I have made another BIG mistake' 'I have been misinterpreted'

All that sort of stuff- imagine how that feels!

YOU are not the only one who is HURTING.