Im getting scary memories and it always gets worse around oct.cause when we first come to nyc when I was 8 my mother
hooked up with this group I remember that I drank a sweet coconut-like drink that made me feel sleepy,it was every weekend these ppl went out I always had to come.I remember alot of kids,most girls, we had to locked up in a room
I dont remember much more in the end alot of ppl got arrested all at once for what they was doing I daydreamed
I put myself in a safe place in my mind I was opperateing on autopilot, I remember being very frightened but of what I dont know I hate oct. My therapist wanted to explore the issues further and have me hypnotized, I chickend out I didnt wanna know.that was 7 years ago and I Know alot more.