***** Trigger warning for discussion of SUI *****








I got a late night phone call last night that my oldest sister tried to commit suicide and is in the hospital. The hospital won't tell us anything. The closest family member is a couple of hours away from her. She has a long history of depression, for which she's been in therapy for 20+ years.

I had no idea she was feeling so desperate. Not to make her attempt about me, but I feel so sad, worried, guilty, and angry. I'm glad I have T today. Maybe he can help make some sense out of this.