I don't like all of the effort
I constantly have to put in
to life right now to get everything right
and keep it all together

it would be so much easier to just sit back
and let things be
but there is so much that needs to be done
and I'm on top of it all right now

But it's constant double checking
to make sure I'm not going too far
that i'm not hypo
that everything is up to par

I want to find time to relax
but my brain is in problem solving mode
I have to make sure I don't try and fix
what isn't broken

I'm like, on the go...
but it's not a hypo thing
more of a life thing
and it's wearing me out.