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Feb 21, 2013, 11:42 AM
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Member Since: May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
Posts: 76,928
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Hey, We met yesterday in chat. You wanted to talk but it was kind of crazy in there. That was only my second time in chat, I asked how to go private but no one said. I'm having a really hard time too but one of the things I've learned is when things seem really bad I give myself 24 more hours before I do any thing, always, and then 24 more hours. No matter how bad things are its never really as bad as our illness tries to convince us it is. Our illnesses tells us things are blacker than black, that the void of space is empty--but it's not. There is hope, the illness will not let us see that when we are in it's grip. However it is there. I've been on this ride before, things do get better.
Call your team tell them just how deep and desperate your illness is.
keep going to chat.
Keep posting here.
Find other things to distract you.
Just give yourself 24 more hours, then 24 more.
Take care 
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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