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Originally Posted by picklewheeze
Ive arranged to see a specialist counsellor to try get some more specific help but I still have so many walls.
I find it hard to admit she was a girl, cause I think.people wont beliebe me.
I find it hard to admit who it was, cause I think.people wont believe me. Shes only three years older than me, is that still abuse? ...Im so weary on the details and that makes me think.people wont belive me.
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It was abuse picklewheeze because you were made to do it. It is so understandable that you have walls. We use those to protect ourselves. Go slow with your counselor and allow yourself to feel a little comfortable with her before you feel that you have to tell her everything.
I certainly believe you and this counselor should too. Keep us posted on how you are doing?