Or at least no one has noticed.

I never use to cut. I've been super careful to avoid anything that could cause me harm for years. But this depression I've started binging on drugs, and self harming. I've been slicing up the inside of my ankle for two weeks now, and no one has noticed. Not even my boyfriend, who I live with, and sleep next to every night.

I tried to tell him because I felt bad because he couldn't even tell despite me suddenly doing drugs that I was depressed, and I started crying and telling him that I'd started cutting, and he fell asleep and didn't remember in the morning.

I feel like ****. I can't stop, and I don't know why. I'm scared because I've seen so many people go through this, and I've dealt with depression before, and I know that I shouldn't and that it will hurt my boyfriend when he does figure it out, but I just cant stop.

And I really needed to tell someone, so thank you.