I'm depressed now m. This rapid cycling as its called is hell. I've had it plenty of times before but this seems worse.

I'm back to my Sui thoughts and planning. I can't stop, I can't get it to go away. I feel terrible and have no one to talk to.

No one is available to talk to me. I need a friend, your my friends so I hope I don't bother you with my tales of sorrow.

I was happy earlier, now I'm sad I feel like dieing. I don't know what to do.