yellowted have you done any DID therapy. I became aware a few weeks ago that I was having emotional flash backs. I have had them for ever. I never knew why I would suddenly be overwhelmed with feelings of sadness or anger or fear. I now also realize that I have painful body memories. I used to think there was something wrong with me physically. I would go to the GYN or internal medicine doctor with complaints of pain in my back, legs and private area. Now that I am aware of my alters I am able to understand that when I feel a certain type of pain it means that a specific alter is present or close by. So I am interested in knowing if you have been to see a therapist and worked specificity on Dissociative Identity Disorder issues such as having alters?