I drink lots of coffee because it just.. I don't really know.. Something to do while I'm depressed I guess..

I'm moderately depressed again.. (instead of mild..)

I might as well go.. It's just that, the guy I have to go to says that "he only does adults" but then. Decided to do it but my mom can't call.. I have to do it for some reason.. Should I still go? Is that normal?