I accidentally said something I think is huge, a secret I planned to take to my grave. It's wasn't something I was getting to get to at some point. I was NEVER telling anyone about this. I realized as it came out of my mouth what I had done and kept talking and pretended like that had not happened. My T didn't react at all, and didn't mention it at the time. Several sessions later, he mentioned it in the context of something else, so he WAS actually listening. Overall, though, I will say that it was a good thing that happened. This is truly something I find SO shameful that in the whole world, only one person other than my T knows about this thing. My T acts like it's not a big thing and not something I need to be violently ashamed of.