geez, OMG that is me. 1-4 that is me. That is exactly what I do. Now it gets me no where except warn down and exausted. I can't believe I feel the same things you do.

Emotions are bad, sex is bad, touch even non sexual have the potential to evoke emotions, touch even non sexual have the potential to be come sexual it's all bad.

I am sorry you are feeling all these things but it helps me to know I'm not alone. Thank you geez for helping me see I'm not alone.