This has been a very long day. Still can't hold of my sister, but I talked to her best friend. The friend is an energy vampire. But she's helping out with things at my sister's place, so I have to cut her slack. My sister's pastor is passive-aggressively trying to guilt the siblings. I don't think he knows just how complicated our relationships with her are. It's been a 30 year challenge and I'm tired. I want to opt out of the drama.

But my T is freaking awesome. He said exactly the right things. I've never really wanted to hug him, but I sure wanted to today.