I know how it feels to feel unloved I feel that way myself in any relationship. I dont have many friends but I do have good ones I am divorced myself. All i can say is this you'll find someone out there who will love you hang in there and keep your head up. One thing that I am working on is not letting anyone make me feel that i am not good enough or loveable. It drains alot of energy when I allow them t do that. Are you in therapy right now?