All my weird thoughts and rituals explained! There is with out a doubt that I have OCD. My mom actually pointed that out for me. I know that it started in early to late childhood before the depression. And there Is a cure. No more putting my back against the wall while I sleep in fear of a dead rotting corpse in my bed, no more always having to check the bathtub every time I walk into the bathroom so I don't see either a dead corpse of murderer, or even not being able to leave the house without touching my cat.

Odcs usually suffer from depression as well but need 2-4 times the initial antidepressant dosage apparantly.. Imma see them.. Yes I am almost 17.