Sometimes I cycle several times in one day. Mostly when I am manic, I am so fast that it turns into anger. None of that stereotypical "i'm on top of the world" stuff. Then the anger gets so bad and I scream and yell, then I get really deep depression. Then it happens again a couple hours later go way manic angery agitated. Is this really bipolar? I just explode. This happens for like 2-4 days then I am just my regular depressed anxious self.

I need help dealing with my anger. I don't know what to do with it. Especially when other people are angry with me, I just want to top off the anger. I hate being manic. Plus I buy stuff with out thinking. Bleh.