dont worry tita. that kinda stuff happens to a lot of people. people have been calling me names and spreading rumours about me for years now. im said to be 'crazy', 'a psychopath', 'a junkie', an 'alco', the list goes on and on. iv also lost loads of friends because of these rumours. but i have made new friends. and you will too. the best you can do is just realise that those people spreading those rumours and calling you names are just very immature and obvioulsy havent grown up yet. you are obviously better than them and it will make you a better person because you will know not to do those kind of things because you know what its like. people will love you for that. thats why i know your going to make friends.

take care.