I'm not in therapy...my t left me and i just haven't gotten out to find a new one. I dont want anyone to know i cut, but if they can see that i do, like my coach did, thats what im freaked about. If other students in my school find out that I cut I will be labeled even more. I dont really care if my teachers notice, most of them would act like they didnt so they wouldnt have to talk to me anyways. But its the people i go to school with, they would tear me up if they found out. Most of the students in my year are scared of me this year because i beat the %#@&#! out of this one chic who kept insulting me and spreading rumors all about my past. So I guess most people wouldnt say much, but some people will say alot. I dont cut to get attention.
Anyyways, I dont think my coach will do anything that will make all this back fire on me. And if everything does go wrong, i can deal with it...i've been through worse.
Thanks for the advice.
-Megan-
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