How awesome that you have your fiance! What a blessing! A man who can actually handle the tough stuff. I'm really glad you have him. I'm also glad you got to have a nightmare free night. I was wondering, is there any change that your engagement is triggering some stuff, especially since it sounds like you've broken through an old pattern and are really letting him in. It's great that you can do that. I hope you have more nightmare free nights!!! Annie