I'm 34 years old. I guess this is a lesson to deal with those issues that I have with abandonment. In a lot of ways I am still childish.

I guess I should thank you for bringing these issues to light so I can work on them.

and in other ways I should be thankful for what I learned from you.

but damnit! I didn't even get to say goodbye! that really, really sux for me.

you might not even know it, but you do a great, great thing for this place. You touched a lot of people! a lot of us look up to you.