I feel pretty simularly, though maybe with a bit of paranoia or something weird...maybe it's just extreme anxiety but I keep getting really worried about things I later find to be a little bit ridiculous.

It doesn't help living at my moms place and constantly having to deal with her boyfriend who I am pretty sure disregards me because I am 'mental' whenever I have something of importance to say. Too much more and I am quite sure I'll be ending up in the hospital myself.

I don't really have any advice, I just know it sucks a lot feeling that way.