Hi, welcome/welcome back. I can very much relate. I'm trying to manage my bp/recovery, raise 3 children on my own and support my mom. Mom's in her 70's and she can no longer work, she's forgetful and on a lot of meds. She's staying with me right now. Sometimes I think I might scream and pull my hair out because, I don't have anybody to rely on / support me, and my business has had problems along with the economy for about 5 years. Also, my 2 older children have bp dx and many hospitalizations. It's unfair to me, not what I imagined a beautiful life would be, but it is what it is so I try not to be angry. "So how do you do it?" Because there's no other option, they are all counting on me. I'm working hard and praying things will turn around and may have some happy times to come.