hi
Oct. is hard for me to. I am also having bad memory problems coming up. I was thinking that it might be a cult as well. I dont like hypnosis and i have a problem with it because i am to nervous to do it. i am afraid of what is going to happen .i constantly have to be on guard. I think knowing takes time and when your mind is ready the memories will come. exploring it sounds like a good idea though. may be you Therpaist can find a different way of doing that with you.