I was against taking psycho-drugs for a long time and thought I was too smart to be controled by some drug. I'm beginning to surrender to the process and am willing to do anything to stop purging. I used to think I was in control of it but I'm not. My biggest fear was that if I stopped purging I would start talking. I am my own worst enemy. Although that fear is turning into a reality, not talking was becoming more painful that hurting myself and hiding.
I take Concerta to help me focus better and it has made a remarkable difference in my ability to process thoughts and organize normal everyday routine. It has also eased the compulsion and "need" to purge. Just thought that I would share that.

~Sailaway