I'm doing o.k. today, thanks.

Did you just get out of high school? It's getting to that point where you need to grasp your own desires and willingness so it's hard, I've been there. Iv'e been pressured and told what to do by others, I was unhappy where I was, I didn't do well and had to get back up again , this time by myself

It takes time to know what you want and without school/classes to hand you your goals (weekly, daily..) it's hard to get rolling and motivated at first. What if you find your long-term goal (ultimate career) without looking so much into subjects