Thanks Kelly and Rohag,

I just broke down crying, and it seems I still have some left in me! I just can't handle this level of pain. I have an appointment with my therapist on Monday and my physician on Thursday and I'm going to ask about increasing my dosage, since I'm on a relatively low dosage right now. I was just hoping that I could get some extended relief this time, you know, a few months where I feel like a normal human being. Where I do my job, I solidify my friendships, I show some creativity, I excel at the stuff that's important to me...oh yeah, and I don't call everyone in my support network crying uncontrollably and scaring them nearly to death.

Oh depression, you steal my life. You say this is my life. I say it's melancholife.