Wen you don't know. You don't know what you are thinking. You don't know if you feel hungry or not. You don't know what to do with yourself. That's me...today...
I got no work done at school and I'm falling behind. I'm constantly depressed and my head is full of air...
All I can think about is SI and suicide.(I've been SI for a year and attempted suicide a lot)... I don't know what to do.

I feel like somebody stole my brain. I can't think. People have to make decisions for me because I am unable to. I'm brain dead.

I just want to fall asleep and never wake up.

Advice? Comments? Help?