I had an interview over the phone yesterday. It's for a company I really want to work for. Been unemployed for a year and financially I MUST get a job.

After the interview I felt like I killed it. Like there was no way I wouldn't be called back for a face to face. I was so stoked and full of energy.

Today, I feel completely defeated. Like there's no way I'm getting this job. The worst part is that the job I ended up interviewing for is way below my skill and experience level. I'm desperate to get a job and this company is literally THE one. At lest that's how I feel.

I'll be crushed if I don't get that call back. I am so afraid of rejection.